"Husnu Zon"

In reply of the last post, "To be or not to be". There are some main points that I would like to highlight pertaining to the matters seen in the post.

FIRST - WEARING HIJAB

Well, after reading this competition (?), or debate, it's not really about who wins or who lose, it's more about  the major things that are being discussed. Clearly, bertudung or wearing hijab is what Muslim women have to embrace as it is one of the requirements in Islam. Muslim women are required to cover their aurah, which is only to show their face and hands (to the wrist) to man who are not their mahram. In this case, yeah of course Muslim women should cover their aurah and wearing hijab.

This command by Allah SWT is mentioned in Surah An-Nuur, verse 31 in the Qur'an.

SECOND - ONLY ALLAH JUDGES

I would like to have some say on some of the comments given by Muslimah, a.k.a the "good ones" and Tini Pinky, the "not-so-good".

Tini Pinky: Semua yang tutup aurat, kompom masuk syurga ke? 

Is it confirmed that people who covers their aurah would enter heaven?

Muslimah:  Yang pasti, tak tutup aurat, kompom masuk neraka... :) 

Surely those who don't cover their aurah will enter Hell... :) 

The first comment really triggers my mind and emotion. Im like Whaaa?? This is outrageous people! Ok, looking at Muslimah's intention, it's clear that she wanted to preach (berdakwah) to her Muslim sister who is not wearing hijab. But, her way of preaching is incorrect and unacceptable. In my opinion, she is being judgmental and mean to tini pinky.

Allah SWT is the sole Judge, only He has the rights to judge whether a person is going to heaven or hell. Real success or failure in Akhirah is only to be determined by Allah. Allah is the Judge and He will judge the people for indeed we do not know what is in the hearts of others, rather Allah knows what is in the breasts of mankind.

Well, obviously we live in a society that is based on judging others. Often time,  we tend to judge other people. We may look for a reason to pass judgement by finding faults and mistakes of others. We think we know others' intentions or where their heart stands.

However, in reality, ask yourself, "Who are we to judge others?". As Muslims, we want  the best for our Muslim brothers and sisters. Clearly, people judge other people based on appearance which is more inclined to stereotyping and bias. What happens to "Husnu Zon"? or making good excuses. Islam encourages Muslims to think positive about other people no matter they are Muslims or non-Muslims. 


For example, when we see a woman who is not wearing hijab, we quickly assumed that she is not a good person. Again, "Who are we to judge?", that person maybe has a higher status in Allah's eye and greater hearts compared to us and she may not be wearing hijab now, but in the future, who knows, she may be someone who's better than us. 

No doubt that as Muslims, it is our duty to advise others and to command the good as wells as forbid evil. Instead of passing judgement on them, we should advise them in a good way. Not by being mean and forceful. Treat others as how you want yourself to be treated, want the best for other Muslim brothers and sisters as what you want for yourself. 


Imam Ghazali stated, "The hypocrite looks for faults, the believer looks for excuses (Husnu zon),". Rasulullah SAW told us that we would not attain faith until we love one another. Make dua' and love for one another. He (SAW) also told us that one is not a believer until he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.

THIRD - WORDS OF WISDOM

Words are powerful weapons. They can lift up someone's soul, motivates and inspire them. However word becomes unnecessary if somehow it discourage people to enjoin goods and encourage people to do evil. Your words describe your heart and your personality. 

In this case, after reading the first few sentence of the debate, I didn't even bother to read more, but in order for me to have deeper understanding on the debate, I have to read the whole post. Anyway, from what I have seen, it's obvious that Tini Pinky is lacking of knowledge about Islam, and trying to make tons of excuses about not wearing hijab. On the other hand, Muslimah was so demanding and judging, in the article, she said that Tini Pinky is a hypocrite and questioned Tini Pinky's Ibadah, whether it is going to be accepted by Allah or not and so on so forth. Again, "Who are you to judge, you aren't God, only He Knows". Thus, I'm not really on either sides, but  Muslimah, please choose your words wisely. 

Muslimah's way of preaching is unbelievably so annoying. It's no surprise that Tini Pinky or any other girls out there who are not wearing hijab now, wouldn't think of wearing hijab later. I mean, anyone would feel offended by her (Muslimah), it's obvious. If I'm in Tini Pinky's shoes, I would feel so offended by her, and obviously she is rude. Like how are you going to encourage people to follow your way or what you say if you act in a manner that is forceful and offensive? Her words discourage people like Tini Pinky to wear hijab. That's why it is no suprise if Tini Pinky is not going to wear hijab after being criticized like that.

One way to preach is to be a role model yourself. By the way, YOU ARE WHAT YOU PREACH. So, if you want people to change to be a better person (or to be just like you), you have to make them fall for you, literally make them fall in love with your behaviour, character and attitude. If a person loves the way you handle yourself (given any situations), the way you live and the way you interact with him/her, surely it's easier for them to accept whatever it is that you want to advise them. Show kindness and good behaviour, sooner or later, that person will want to be better. InsyaAllah...

Lastly, words determines your character, speak with wisdom and right intentions. Think positive and stop being negative. Besides, what are the benefits of being negative? None, and it's sinful. While being positive towards other people will entitle you to Allah's blessing. InsyaAllah... :)

To be or not to be?

This post really captures my attention, once I saw this at my friend’s facebook wall, I click the link http://mynewshub.my/bm/2011/08/17/bertudung-lawan-tidak-bertudung-siapa-menang/ , and I see this debate, between tini pinky, who's not wearing hijab & was assumed as rebellious and quite sexy, *LOL*  and muslimah, who's wearing hijab, who was assumed as religious and knowledgeable a.k.a. miss-knows-it-all..

So… what say you? 

"To be or not to be?"

some.note: I'm gonna have my own say on this matter in the next post. C u soon! Cheers~  :)

Just a piece of art to gaze at.

         While I was hanging around doing some research on latest hairstyles, I stumbled upon these photos of before and after photoshop which amazed me to the extent that I wanted to scream on top of my lungs, confused and unsure whether I'm supposed to be happy or disappointed.

I think each of us would be able to relate to a situation when we see perfect celebrity figures in front of the magazine covers and we wished that we could be that perfect. Well, the answer is easy. No surgery, no excessive work out or exercise, just ---? Photoshop! How easy is that? But you still need some skill to make it seems like "real" though. 

Well, human comes in all shapes and sizes and for me, everyone is beautiful because all of Allah's creation are beautiful. But, just to boost our self esteem by knowing that these pictures are not real but are pieces of amazing art to gaze at, edited by some hi-tech talented people. Take a look at these photos:

Awesome how she loses 10-20 pounds without working out. :-p

This is how Demi Moore, Madonna and Mariah Carey looked like in magazines and at the same time, how they look in real life. Is this for real?! Cool photoshop technique, that's for sure!

Snow white stepmother : Mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all?

Magic Mirror: Snow white .

Snow white stepmother : Urgh she makes herself looks fair & pretty by using those photoshops.

Magic Mirror : Now u can do the same too. Lose that extra weight and wrinkles by using photoshop. U will look as pretty as her BUT only in pictures. She's still prettier than u. Duhh!

Want to have fair skin? Walla!


Want to have perfect body? There u go!

How amazing it is to see how photoshop works to make these people looks as if they are perfect. They are pretty indeed but now they are GORGEOUS! 

Now, every time you see any magazines with perfect looking girls in it, you won't be as threatened as you were before right? because that's exactly how I feel right now.. Photoshop are great in sense that it encourages us to look like those celebrities in a healthy way while on the other hand, it becomes bad when some people would torture themselves to become skinny or "perfect". Because no one is perfect, "perfect is boring" -Tyra Banks

P/s: Oh wow! I feel like these celebrities are normal people anyway. Let's just appreciate what we have and choose to be healthy instead. Cheers~

Time to get married!

"Nak kawen lah..." Heard that a lot lately.. Maybe because I'm studying in UIA that this matter seems to be discussed almost at all times by the girls. Especially the ones from religious school. No offend but most of them are really looking forward to get married. 

        Like yeah, I know that this university encourages its' students to get married A.S.A.P but still I don't find it to be something that is easy to do.

 I admit that I'm physically and mentally not ready to get married with anyone yet. So, here is my opinion on this matter. 

Yeah, marriage is a good thing but it takes a LOT of responsibility.

       "YOU have to be committed, it's a serious thing and you can't just decide to get married one day and to regret that u're married too soon another day."

One thing I notice about these people who wants to get married when they were still young or still studying is that when asked about "Why u want to get married too soon?", normally there are 3 answers. 

And these answers will determine whether this person really deserves to get married.

Here are the top three answers:

First: "To prevent me from doing maksiat"  --->  usually the typical answer. 

My opinion: "R u really that horny?"

Second: "I'm in love". 

My opinion: "R u sure that s/he is your jodoh/true love? R u sure u want to spend THE REST OF YOUR LIFE with him/her?"

*Marriage is a ONE time thing, u don't get to marry whenever u like and divorced your partner once you're bored.*

Third: "I am ready to held this responsibility and to be a good husband/wife to my wife/husband"

My opinion: Okay lah, go ahead..haha.. 

Then it's their turn to ask me.

Question: "Why? Don't you want to get married now?"

My answer: I am 22, and I'm not ready to surrender my freedom yet. InsyaAllah when the time comes, ( after I have fulfill all my dreams and travels around the world, shop till-I-drop and so on so forth) I will somehow be ready for it. But not at this current time. 

        So guys, sometimes I freaked out the moment you talked about marriage, because I don't see it as a "dancing-on-the-floor-thing" but more to "building-a-mansion-to-live-in". I want it to be perfect. Perfect in sense of time, like our age, after we have finished our study, realize our ambition & make our parents happy. 

Perfect in sense of knowledge and Iman.

        I want to be fully prepared for it. And by that time, ask my hand in marriage and I will say "Yes, I do" :)

P/S: "NO" to random guys. Cheers~ :p

just.the.way.you.are

I have been thinking a lot lately. When I say a lot, yeah so many things is going on in my mind. Unnecessary things to be specific. Even when I see this blog, I feel like writing this. Blaaahh.. 

Anyway, I was thinking on how to make my blog interesting, I mean interesting for me. I feel like putting in lots of pictures here & there, advertise that and this and gain money here and there. Because I have seen lots of blogs and they have all of that. 

BUT then I realized, why should I change my blog? Why should it bother me if my blog is not that popular. I want my blog to represent me (yet I still prefer to keep myself anonymous). I want it to be simple. That's why I love it in the first place. So just be yourself....blog :) 

Ramadhan.Wishes

Happy Ramadhan y’all!!

Money, who wouldn't want to have lots of money. Arggghh I don't know what came into me. I feel like the degree of me wanting to have lots have money have increased day by day.. Excuse me, but money do bring happiness.. haha..

Whatever it is, my point here is that money should be gain through efforts and the right or Halal way. Because whatever we ate or consumed is going to run through in our blood, organs and eventually shapes our character, manner and judgement. So for Muslims, eat only Halal food and drinks okay..

Sometimes I wonder why some people, especially Muslims and those who knew about Allah's rule which is not to consume Haram foods but still choose to do so. No offend but I mean, dude, there's lots of other Halal options of drinks and foods which are available out there! They obviously taste more delicious & cheaper!

I once heard that Alcoholic drink doesn't taste good, but the "Mat Salleh" took them because it warms their body and whatever reason lah, I don't give a damn about them but to fellow Muslim brothers and sisters, stop consuming Haram foods and drinks. It is clear that Allah has prohibited us to consume Haram foods. So, full stop. 

By short, "Halal Food" means food or product that contains NO pork, lard, bacon, ham, alcohol or any of their essence. "Haram Food" is not Permissible for Islamic consumption. Muslims must seek "Halal" and and avoid "Haram". Haram foods are:

1. Foods which are Forbidden: The Holy Qur'an, 5:3 - Forbidden to you (for food) are: dead meat, blood, the flesh of swine, and that on which hath been invoked the name of other thanAllah; that which hath been killed by strangling, or by a violent blow, or by a headlong fall, or by being gored to death; that which hath been (partly) eaten by a wild animal; unless ye are able to slaughter it (in due form); that which is sacrificed on stone (altars)...

2. Prohibition of Intoxicants: The Holy Qur'an, 5:90 - O ye who believe! Intoxicants and gambling, (dedication of) stones, and (divination by) arrows, are an abomination,- of Satan's handwork: eschew such (abomination), that ye may prosper.

Now people, it's crystal clear that Muslims should only eat and drink Halal foods and drinks. Here are the reasons why Halal foods are the best option: 

1. Halal foods are clean & determine healthier body, mind & soul.
2. Getting Allah’s pleasure & blessing which bring us closer to Him.
3. Purification of our soul which make it easier for us to perform our obligations commanded by Him.
4. Our minds are free from dilemma, crisis and negative thoughts.  
5. Our body will be in good physical shape, fit and strong.

And many other benefits, while consuming Haram foods will give the exactly opposite effects.

Hmm… I wonder how I start this discussion about Halal and Haram consumptions with money in my mind. Since it’s the first day of fasting, I would like to wish every Muslims brothers and sisters all over the world Happy Fasting in the month of Ramadhan!!

Some.note: By fasting, it doesn’t only mean restraining yourself from eating and drinking, but to restrain yourself from saying, listening and seeing Haram things…

Clean & Clear Contest

Which of these girls deserves to win? Vote for them okayy ;)

I'm not really sure what I'm doing. It says that I'll get 40cents each time someone clicks the link above. I mean the words in green above. Click it ya'll. Thanks, your click is much appreciated ;)

Love.N.2.B.Loved

Today I learned one of the most important lessons in my life. It is to be the best for the one u loves. To show appreciation and the best in yourself to people who are close to u. Especiallly your family, specifically your mother and your father. Its not that I’m not showing my best colour to them, but basically to the guy who is dear to me (excluding blood ties or family) --> my boyfriend.

Yeah, my boyfriend, one of the closest person to me in my life.

A lil' bit info on us.. At first he's my friend, then my close friend, then my best friend and now he is my boyfriend. My first boyfriend. And hopefully if we are fated to be more than just friend, I would be so glad. InsyaAllah. We known each other since July 2010, we took the same class and we were classmates. He is my roommate’s friend. I barely knew him. But who knows that one day that we are going to be in a relationship. I never expect that, but Allah knows better. Our relationship becomes official on Jan 1st 2011. 

I never had any boyfriend before, basically because I just don’t have feelings towards any guy. There are some guys whom I like but that’s just that. Not more than that. I’m very picky when it comes to guys and relationship. I wouldn’t have any problems with friendship but when it comes to relationship I would want the best for me. The kind of guy who have the qualities that I need. Since I’m raised in a very protective family. My parents, especially my mum is very sceptical about their children’s' interest of being in a relationship. Yeah, who wouldn't.
*I think I’m also gonna be the same when I have my own children*

Anyway, my mum was really strict and protective towards her children, especially her daughters and especially ME. Yeah, mainly because I’m her youngest daughter. She would forbid me from being friends with any guys. She would be mad if there is any guy or admirer who called me at home, and she would blamed me saying that I’m the one who flirted with those guys. Hence, I never had any guy friends when I was in high school or matrics. For me, I just feel awkward with guys and they don’t really matter for me, and I don’t give a damn on their existence. Plus, I don’t find any significance  to have a guy friend because I don't see the benefits of being friend with them, plus I’m afraid that my mum would be angry with me. 

For instance, there was this one time on Raya 2009. When I was 19, I celebrated Raya with my best friend and her boyfriend. We went from one house to another to visit our school friends. At Maghrib time, we stopped by my house to perform Maghrib prayer with my dad. My mum was still out with my oldest brother at that time. After praying, while we were getting ready to go out again to visit my friend's house, my mum arrived home. Then she saw my best friend’s boyfriend. And she was totally shocked. She gasped, she was standing in front of us and she just stood there, speechless. And she said "Why would u bring a guy to our house? Who is this guy??" she said sternly. I answered "He's nik's boyfriend, NOT MY BOYFRIEND. Well don't worry, I dont have one". 

OMG! I was so embarrassed by her. I mean, I feel that it's not proper for my mum to say that, my friends were really uncomfortable with what she have said. They were my guests, and for God's sake, we were home because we wanted to perform Maghrib prayer! Its not like we were having parties or anything! 

Hahaha.. That is one of the memories that I won’t forget in my whole life. But now, when I got to think about it again, it was hilarious, really. Now, I can truly see that actually, she's doing that for my own sake and she's really concerned about me. Thanks Mum :) 

Well, my mum has made me for who I am today. Got to think about that, I am glad that she was so strict with me. Well, everything happens for a  reason. Maybe if she had given too much freedom to me when I was young, then I won’t be who I am today. Maybe I will have some boyfriends here and there, exes here and there, maybe I would have done something with my boyfriends that I shouldn't do. Well, who knows right? 

And as a wrap, that explains why I have my first boyfriend at the age of 21.

#some.notes: "You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly"

People.In.The.Past

When I was young, I met two guys whom I like. One is a Sarawakian guy and the other one is from Semenanjung. Lets just call them A and B. I met A before I met B. I met A at a high school reunion, he was my senior in college. When we were at the reunion, he obviously showed his interest towards me. He asked for my phone number and contacted me afterwards. We always texted each other and he always sent me his pictures, that I've never asked for. Haha.. He's such a camwhore. I had like 20 pictures of him as he kept giving me his MMS.

One day, we had dinner together, and while we were having some conversation, OUT OF NOWHERE, my instinct said "HE IS NOT THE ONE". That feeling comes out of nowhere, and I felt awkward to have that thought just pop out in my head. Yeah, and that makes a lot of sense when I found out that he had a girlfriend, but he told me that he was single. So he wanted to have me as his second girlfriend. HELL NO! What a weird guy. So that’s it. It was over between us. 

One of my principals is that, if you are someone's bf /gf, then be LOYAL. Cuz if u cheat on him/her, he/she might cheat on u too. Karma. What goes around, comes back around. But we stay friends, no hard feelings. Besides, knowing him, I don't really have any chemistry with him at all.

For B, same things happened. At first he said he was single. Bla bla bla.. Then I found out that he had a girlfriend. And he wanted both. Bla bla bla. It was over. But the difference between both of them is that, for A, I known him for 1-2 months before I ended everything, and that didn’t really affected me cuz it was so quick and short. Unfortunately with B, it lasted for 8-9 moths before we ended everything and for a MAJOR reason that he was engaged with someone else and he didn’t even have the courtesy to tell me. Why? Because he is a Bastard.

Yeah, I wouldn’t call A that, but I would definitely call B a BASTARD.

First he said he was single. Then when I found out that he had a girlfriend, I confronted him and as I was about to end our relationship he told me, no, he PROMISED me that he would tell his gf and leave her to be with me. Not that I asked him to do that, but I told him that I don’t want to meddle around with anyone's relationship. He was someone's boyfriend, and I wouldn’t want to be close with him if he had a gf. He should stick with one, not two.

But, as a Bastard, he told me that he wanted both, he said both of us would complete his life and that he couldn’t live without me and without her. Well, that is Bull$h*t. And the worst part is that he asked me to go out with him right after he was engaged with his gf. I mean, dude u r engaged, why would u still go out with other girl? He even treated me like a gf, he was being so nice and sweet that instead of being happy, I felt so awkward. And I have an instinct that he must be hiding something from me. And it was true. He was engaged.

Upon knowing that he was engaged, I was shocked. But I didn’t feel anything. I asked myself  "Should I cry?" Yeah maybe I should. It’s normal to cry if u find out that someone u love was engaged to someone else. But I didn’t cry. Not that I don’t want to, but I couldn't. Why? I just don’t love him.

I don’t feel sad. I have expected that he is a Bastard, and indeed he is. Instead, I felt sorry for his fiancé. She deserves someone who is loyal to her as she has been loyal to him. Well, I couldn’t say anything, they are fated to be with each other. (Btw, they’re married now) And how glad I am, not to be fated with him. Well, his father has two wives, so that explains why he is like that, its genetic. Its in the blood. Like father, like son right. I confronted him and our friendship ended.

But looking at the bright side, I learned a lot from this. This experience has made me stronger and better. I have knowledge about guys that I never had before. I was naive before I met him, that’s why I was easily cheated by him. I trust every lies he told me. Today, I am wiser and I can easily identify guys who genuinely loves me and who's not.

Well, u learned a lot when u experienced this thing on your own than hearing it from someone else or reading books. The knowledge that u get from ur own experience will test u and affected u so much that u won’t forget even for a bit, about the things that you have faced in the past.

Well for what is worth, our life journey are still very far. There are more interesting things waiting for us ahead. Your life doesn’t stops if u fall, so get back up and walk forward. Plus, whatever things u do to change the past, it wont change even for tiny-winy-bit. So instead of looking at the past and beat yourself up, u should move on and look forward. Make a better present that will eventually lead to a happier and brighter future... :)

#some.notes : And the most important thing is that, whatever it is, Allah is there by our side, for every breath u take, wherever and whenever. Allah's love is the Greatest love of all :) Cheers~            

Love.is.what?

Is it true when people said that "love is blind'? 

Love is not literally blind, but it blinded the ones who are in love. 

Sometimes people choose to stay or to stick around with a particular person who hurts them. No matter how much or how many times that person hurts him or her, s/he keeps coming back to the same person. Why? 

Because they are in love. 


I remembered a friend who let herself to be drown in love. Lots of girls experienced that, including me. Just the degree of how much u let that person hurts u (or trashes u) is different. I always see girls who let themselves to be fooled, to be taken advantage of, to be treated like a sex machine and what do these girls do? They just LET the guys do whatever they like. Maybe the girls will be mad, crying and fighting. BUT that's just in a matter of time or should i say in a blink of an eye, and they will go back to that same bastard again and again. 

It seems like 'Love blinded u from the reality'. The reality to realize that u deserve better and the truth that u shouldn't be treated in a way that hurts u. When u r in love, ure not only shutting urself from reality, but u shut ur ears from listening, shut ur eyes from seeing, shut ur mouth from speaking on ur rights and shut ur heart to understands. Even though it is crystal clear that the person is of no good, but u keep denying the fact that he is bad for u, cuz u love him. Or should I say "living in a denial". 

Generally speaking, most of the times we crave for something sweet even when we know that it is not good for us. (Just like how some girls are attracted to bad boys.) Sometimes we are addicted to it to the extent that our lives start to revolve around it. (Just like how they start to leave or forgotten their family and friends, only to be with the one they 'love') And when its gone, we started to suffer cuz we want more although in reality we face a lot more of suffering when we are close to it.

Same goes to a meaningless relationship or "friends for benefit". Personally I wont call this kind of relationship as out of love but i would say that its out of foolness and stupidity. Just like when a girl let a guy took advantage of her. Took advantage in a sense of letting him harm u emotionally or physically. FYI, a guy wont ever do that if the girls wont let him. So, the question here is that, why would she let him do such things? Is it  out of love? Then she shouldn't be in love if love somehow makes a well mannered and a well educated person into a fool or a person with no dignity.  

That is not a kind of 'love' that we need. And that shouldn't be the kind of 'love' that we want either. Girls, when u have the sense to say 'NO' then go ahead and say it. Even though women do not have the strength of a man but Allah is fair, so He gave us women the power called "instinct". Believe in ur heart and ur instinct. Because our instinct is our best judgement. 

Dont be confused between what ur thinking with ur instinct because the difference is ur  instinct comes genuinely from ur heart, a feeling given by Allah to guide u but what ure thinking is not always right because anything or anyone may messes with ur head. Mostly our biggest enemy, the devil itself. So, if somehow u have experienced this, just get up and move forward. Take this kind of experience as a lessons to make u stronger and better. There are no bad memories. There are only good memories and lessons for us to learn from. Our lives is short. Make the best out of it. Because life is too short to be spent on the unnecessary things and the uncertainty of a relationship. 

WHY choose to settle down and accept a gf/bf/partner who is an "average", if u could  be with someone who is better. There are lots of good guys/ girls out there waiting the chance to meet u, just that u are not fated to meet him/her yet. Love will comes at the right moment when u are fully ready and wise to appreciate urself. People will appreciate u when u appreciate urself. This is by taking care of everything about urself,such are ur dignity, ur relationship with ur family, ur studies and the best is ur relationship with Allah. 


Because when u r good with HIM, He will let u encounter someone who loves Him as much as u loves Him. Hence, He is the key. Start looking back at ur own self because ur partner will be ur own reflections, because Allah has said that a good person will have a good partner and a bad person will have a bad person as his or her partner. That's how it works. As easy as that. So u have the power to change that and to get whatever kind of a partner that u want to be with.

#some.notes: Why settle down for a "5" when u can possibly get a "10"? Cheers and goodluck!~ :)        

Patience

Its been awhile that i haven't wrote anything here. Honestly I think this semester is full of drama. Lots of drama happened not only to me but also to my family and friends. Its quite an "interesting" time of my life I guess. Whatever it is, off all thing, one thing that Im sure of is that, these are some of the challenges that I will have to face in  my life. Challenges given by Allah Himself to test my patience in order to elevate my Iman and soul. InsyaAllah...

some.stuffs: If u r patient in a moment of anger, u will escape a hundred days of sorrow :)